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Diet: Week One – Success! (and some other things, too)

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So, this week I really hunkered down and decided that I was going to do this diet thing! and right! and lose weight! and be happy! So, out went anything that I perceived to be “bad.” I threw out or gave away or put in the other freezer the items that fit this list. My individual pasta “nests” (semolina flour), ramen noodles (though I couldn’t tell you how long they’d been in there! a few months maybe? no later than a year…I think…), I got rid of my bread (the birds in the backyard were happy!). I stocked up on yogurt, apples, unsweetened organic applesauce, whole grain granola bars, lowfat turkey breast, romaine lettuce, tomatoes, lowfat/low cal dressing. I gave my bottles of Snapple to my sister (sigh, how I will miss them) and bought Smart Water (it’s the only water that is halfway decent to me). I went for a run on Saturday morning, it was gorgeous out. I also went for a run on Wednesday, which was nice but not so nice at the same time because it was hotter. It didn’t matter once I weighed myself – down three pounds this week overall (I was only aiming to lose between one and two-and-a-half pounds a week max). It was really nice to finally see progress on my weightloss. Guess I’ll have to eat salads for lunch from now until forever! But, you know what? It’s really awesome to put jeans on and a shirt and not have to look like I’m preggo (all of my weight is sitting on my upper arms, my stomach and thighs).

Anywho, my Anatomy midterm was this week and I was really worried about it – and I had to go down to the campus (above) to take it. I have a mild social anxiety when it comes to that campus for some reason (okay, I know the reason but I don’t really feel like I need to say it on here). I didn’t do so hot on my last exam and thought I didn’t stand a chance on this midterm. Most of my professors take the last two or three chapters and use that as the basis of their entire midterm. Not this professor. I was really happy that he used mostly chapters from one through eight. I passed! I couldn’t believe it. Plus, the guy next to me was gorgeous eye-candy so that made me a little happier about being there.

Aftewrwards, I went to Books-A-Million and bought three new books (two books by Sophie Kinsella and one by Jill Mansell), then over to Bed Bath and Beyond for some towels and general browsing. I found out that the rust/pumpkin/terracotta color that I like is actually in the shower curtain I bought, so I can get that color for my actual towels that I’ll use. My backup towels will be the blue that is most prominent in the design. I wasn’t able to find anything else that I wanted (okay, so I’m still eyeing the Rachel Ray pots and pans, but I didn’t buy them). They had a pretty good sale going of Yankee Candles (Spiced Pumpkin is to die for). I finally heard back from A and I’ll be hanging out with her, her hubby and her friends which have slowly become mine over the years. She told me I could invite A2 so I did. We’ll see if he can go because he’s got his kids.

Next weekend I am taking my CPR/BLS course to become certified – but I’ll try to update this “Diet” theme at least once a week. It will give me something to be accountable for!

My Inner Shop-a-holic

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So, I keep saying I am going to update this, and then by the end of the day I’m too tired to stare at the computer screen one minute longer! So, I’ve dedicated this evening to blogging for your viewing pleasure. Can I just say how much I am enjoying all this shopping I am doing? Okay, good…because I’m enjoying all this shopping I’m doing!

A few years ago, I moved out with my now well-deserved Ex. I was so eager to go and I didn’t want to be held back one second longer. So, we rented the first place we found. We found cheap or free furniture, got hand-me-downs and shopped in five-and-dime stores for necessities. Our apartment was dirty, or maybe just well loved from the people before us.

So, this time I’ve done my homework…I’ve found two really awesome places. If for some reason I can’t get in to my number one choice (gosh, I feel like I’m talking about schools!), I’ll go for my number two choice. I’ve done quite a bit of getting ready and, I really know how bad this sounds, but I’ve bought all new things. New bed, new couches, new dining room table – and I’m not sticking with the cheap stuff. It is so freeing to me to be able to go into a store and say ‘I want that’ and actually a) be able to afford it and b) have it be mine.

I can see why people get addicted to shopping. I can also see a running theme with my place…birds. I have Rooster things for my Kitchen, my actual birds will be in my living room, my bedroom has a bird vase and bird duvet (in the previous post). Everything I’ve gotten has rich, bold colors (I have plum plates! Expresso colored couches! Spice, Sage and Burnt Sienna throw pillows!) and the only room I have seen that won’t have that color palette is my bathroom…which will be the below:


Lenox® Shower Curtain called ‘Chirp.’ I’ve decided to match the blue (yes, I said that I was matching the color blue…) and have found a trash bin and accessories that match the blue. I will probably splurge on the deocrative towels, who knows??


This. This is my couch. It’s microfiber, soft and looks so much better in person! I originally picked out the lighter color (Cocoa they called it), but it was too similar in color to my friends and I just didn’t want to appear like I was copying! I’ve got the loveseat as well. My pretty thow pillows will look fabulous on this couch and my Rooster throw blanket will make my evenings warm and toasty!

Now I’m just buying my appliances (i.e. toaster, coffee pot), random pots and pans. The only other big purchase I am needing to do is my t.v. I’m hoping to get a 40″ LED or LCD. I’ve got three brands picked out, just unsure which one will have the best picture. I need to see them in person.

At first, it felt weird to spend so much money on myself, I mean it’s just going to be me living there. I felt guilty, but once I gave myself the permission to get the things I wanted, I haven’t looked back!

Now, on to some reading I’ve done…
Lessee. I’ve read about five books since the last time I’ve blogged? I’ll do a proper review on them soon. The current one is “The Undomestic Goddess” by Sophie Kinsella. I love the Brits, by the way. All of the authors I’ve read recently are all by British authors and the comedy, the tone of speaking, everything just seems to fit me. Sigh. I think I was born in the wrong country, hehehehe.

I’ve been out with A on more than several occassions. He’s so sweet. Wiping bench seats, opening doors, pulling out chairs kind of sweet. We always have a lot to talk about. We’re taking it slow, which to be absolutely honest, is really great for me. I’m trying not to write a lot about him, which is a first for me.

Work is still going great. I love my job. I love the people, I love the work and everything about this job. I drive through the country every day, passing my number one choice for apartments along the way. It’s so nice to see the sun rise above the trees, watching the fields mist over with the sun shine. It’s such a freeing experience! I also started another semester at the College. My classes are going great. I am really enjoying this semester so far. Human Anatomy and Basics of the US Healthcare System. I wasn’t sure how well I would do with Anatomy, but so far it’s going well.

It’s been a while…

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The last few weeks have gone by crazy quickly. So, I’ll just give a recap!

School
One word: Amazing. I passed my computer class with an A (go figure), got offered to do part-time tutoring for English Comp classes and should have a B or A on my medical terminology class (my final is tomorrow). I didn’t think I’d like doing my classes online, but I’ve found it suits me more. A lot of my problems were going to class and seeing other people. It didn’t necessarily make me uncomfortable, but a lot of classes have just-out-of-high-school kids who don’t shut up and distract the class. Online, I don’t have to know who they are and can concentrate on my own work. I’ve signed up for the fall semester and am hopefully going to rock that as well. Human Anatomy and Health Delivery Systems or something to that effect.

Job
My new job is fan-freaking-tastic. I love this place! There has not been one day that I’ve gotten up and said “Man, I just don’t feel like going in today.” I love the drive (through the backwoods), I love the building, I love my desk, I love my computer, I love the people I work with, I love their cafeteria. Seriously, guys, they have a cafeteria. Like a full-on school like (or hospital like) cafeteria. Complete with a sub station, salad station, hot lunch station and an order what you want bistro. This is where I’ve fallen in love with sprouts, multi-grain bread and fire roasted peppers. I have learned so very much while here, and I could not be more grateful for this career opportunity. My co-workers are so awesome, laid back and it’s so pleasurable to work with them.

Romance
What would one of my posts be without some romance? Ha. Let’s see, I went out with D a couple of times. He was a music producer in training, wanna-be make it big in radio guy. We had only music (the fact that I used to play flute) in common. He was fun to hang out with, but eh, not my type. Then there was G. G was a pretty nice guy, until I figured all he wanted was, um, yeah, fill in the blanks. I’ve been talking to A for a few months and we went out on our first date two Friday’s ago. We are going back out this weekend. I like him but if he doesn’t feel the same, I hope we’ll be friends. Then there is M, who I am not sure if I want to see. Hes constantly throwing in sexist comments like “just like a typical woman.” Funny, yes; obnoxious, yes.

House/Apartment Searching
I’ve come to the realization my Dad does not want me to move out. He has been great about humoring me buying stuff, but when it comes to apartments, he will say stuff along the lines of “that’s too far away from work,” or “why would you want to be all the way down in [city]? That’s so far from your family.” He’ll slyly throw in comments saying “A [dollar value] home breaks down into [dollar value] payments a month, it’s cheaper than rent.” So, I’ll look at houses online thinking that’s what he would rather see me do, to which he’ll say “You don’t need that big of a place,” or “who will take care of the grass?”

So, yesterday I was fit to be tied. Dad found apartments in [city] which were way out of my price range, but also got me an apartment book so I could browse through them. I’m so aggravated that everyone and their collective brother has their own opinions on where I should move, what type of place I should get etc. Two words: My Place. I wish they’d all just back the eff off. I wound up going to Kohl’s yesterday with my Mother as I had a giftcard for house sitting for A&J. We decided to stop up by the Mall where my apartment of choice is located (further than I’d like to be living but closer to my family than work). They happened to have a model open for the one bedroom. I am in love with this place. Come fall I’m putting myself on the waiting list for the one bedroom by the trees, if I haven’t found a house in short sale that I want. Dad will have to deal. This apartment doesn’t charge per month for a pet fee, has a patio, and washer/dryer hookup in each unit an is more affordable than any apartment I’ve seen. Plus, with almost 700sqft in the apartment, is a nice size for one person (and two birds).

Shopping
I’ve gotten my bedroom set. It’s freaking gorgeous. Not going to plug the warehouse I got it from (which I totally should, they are awesome). It’s stained dark wood on the exterior and unstained natural wood on the interior (yes, real wood, not that composite crap). The finish on the drawers are like brushed nickle or steel or whatever it is. It’s a queen size suite with an ultra plush mattress (finally! I’ve been sleeping on my parents 25 year old extra firm mattress for the last two years which gives me back, neck and shoulder pain). Here it is:

Mom (who was out shopping the week prior), who I happened to show her the style I’m going for, found this gem.

It’s a duvet cover with birds, trees etc. I’m planning on getting this next week along with a throw pillow or two that belongs to the set. After that, I will pick up the comforter, sheet set whenever. I happen to think this will look aswesome against the dark wood.

In a few weeks, I plan on picking up this gorgeous couch, unless I find something I like better. It’s courdroy, steel grey and I won’t need a recliner with it because damn, look at how comfy it looks. I may pick up the ottoman or the end tables, I’m not sure yet. If I don’t then the rest of my living room pieces will be picked up from either Ikea or thift stores.

I found this set the same day I saw the couch and got my bedroom set. It’s easiliy 3 feet tall, glass and if you can’t tell that’s more birds in trees. Dad and I were making fun of the bedroom set it was placed in (it as a four-post bed and had a padded headboard, guys. Seriously.) But I loved it (the vase, not the bedroom set).

I haven’t looked at dining room tables yet, but I’ll probably wind up with a drop leaf table, the apartment I’ll probably move in to has a tiny dining room (like 8 x 10 or 8 x 6 or something like that); I have to fit the bird cage somewhere, and my desk. My folks have been wondering why I want a new couch, and not just someone’s old set. My response is, “I’ve done the hand-me-downs, I’ve lived with someone elses messes. I want a couch that no one has sat on, spilled on, Lord knows done something else on.” So, my bed and my couch will be new (along with my microwave, toaster, coffee pot etc.) but I don’t mind if my dining table is used or my end tables. Who knows.

Currently Reading
I am currently reading Going Home by Harriet Evans. So far, I love it. I’ll do a review when I’m done with it – along with the other six books I’ve read since my last update.
Anyway, those are my updates 🙂 Enjoy!

Back to the “Real World”

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It was already close to 90 degrees when we left on Tuesday morning. My Mother, of course (bless her heart), packs a suitcase, while I just bring my Jansport (backpack/bookbag/rucksack whatever). I throw my toiletries in some plastic bags and throw them in to the back of the car. Dad climbs in the backseat, Mom sat in the passenger seat while I was getting my GPS set up. I start heading east towards I-75, and my Father is getting antsy. He’s chirping at me that I need to turn the volume up on my GPS so that I know where I’m going.

“Dad, chill. I use this all the time, the voice isn’t always right. Last week it told me to stay in the right hand lane of a six lane highway and make a left,” I told him.

My Father, true to himself, sighs really loud and slaps his hands on his leg proclaiming that he could tell what kind of trip this was going to be and if he had known I was going to be such a baby, he would have driven himself. I didn’t feel like arguing with him, so I turned the volume up on my GPS and we set upon our way. Before I had left, I had downloaded this free app on my iPhone where you can find cheap gas in your area, or by whatever cell tower you’re pinging off of. By the Jacksonville/Florida line I knew that I was almost on empty. I kept telling my Father I needed to get gas and he and I got into a heated argument on how he knows the gas is cheaper in Georgia than it is in Florida. (Here’s a hint. It’s like a 5 cent difference…and depending on the station it was exactly the same).

By the time we rolled into Georgia, it was a balmy 89 degrees and about 70% humidity (read: very warm and humid). It didn’t feel like the wet blanket like Florida does usually and I really fell in love.

I fell in love with the hotel room, where a king sized bed awaited me. I set the thermostat on 70 (whereas at home, I’m lucky if they turn it down to 76). I unpacked a little and then headed over to my parents room to gather them up to take them to the River District of Savannah. Along the way we were greeted with cheery, sprawling homes on about an acre each. No garages, only carports. Live Oak trees and Magnolia trees as far as you could see (and not a Palm tree in sight. Phew.)

I parked in a little horseshoe shaped parking lot on a cobblestone street where Live Oaks provided awesome shade. My Father, because of some recent medical conditions, is able to park in the handicapped parking. Anytime he is with me I can park in the handicapped as well (as long as I have his blue tag…and him physically in the car with me). Apparently, in Savannah, even if you have a Handicapped sticker (or plate) you still have to pay to park. My Father wasn’t hearing any of it. Mother, in efforts to not get herself in the middle, kept her mouth shut. Regardless of the fact that I specifically parked in a designated Handicapped spot, and beneath the sign said “pay to park” he still argued with me saying that if you have a Handicapped Sticker, you don’t have to pay to park. He stomped off into the distance and soured my mood. Only a little.

The buildings were old, and you had to walk across what seemed like a gang-plank to get to the doors. When you looked down over the walkways, it was a two story drop to a cobblestone ground. We didn’t go in any of those, but took these old steps down and then followed it down the hill towards River Street (below). Dad found himself a nice shady bench, had his bottle of water and Mom and I headed off to do some nice shopping. We found lots of local art (I bought three pictures, which I will frame and hang once I have my apartment), handmade, local jewelry (which I bought some of). We found a store that sold only honey (yes, honey). The most amazing flavor (to me) was called “Sourwood.” I expected it to be sour (because of the name), but it was a deep flavor coupled with an amazing smoothness from the honey.

We ate at Tony Roma’s. I’d been craving Gelato from this place that was raved about online. Dad, however, wasn’t feeling well (from being hot and on some new heart medication) and we headed back to the hotel room. But, not before Mom and I found this little podunk little ice cream shop next to a pizza place and gas station. It literally was just tucked away. I had the craziest ice cream in a cone called Krazy Kookie Dough (it’s a Blue Bell flavor in case anyone wants to try it). The ice cream seriously tastes like cake batter and in the ice cream are sugar cookie dough pieces that have been dyed funky a funky blue and pink. It was so freaking good!

The next morning we headed out to Tybee (pronounced: Tie-Bee) Island. I wasn’t expecting to like it. I hate the beach. I really, seriously have this hatred of the beach (surprisingly, I did not hate the beach when I lived in Jersey). In Florida I found that I hate the waves, I hate the smell, I hate the way the sand feels, I hate being hot. But wow. Tybee took my breath away. It was warm, but with this gentle, lazy breeze that took the sting out of getting overly hot. We walked first to the Pier (below).

I enjoyed the warm sun on my face and the smell of the ocean. There is something about the sound the waves make as they meet the shore that is oddly relaxing and something I’d forgotten. When I turned around to take a picture I realized that…there were no cars driving on the sand. It instantly made me smile, because even here, on the west coast of Florida, cars can still drive on the beach. It ruins the experience.

Classes, brought out by their obviously tired teachers, were stomping through the waves, picking up sea shells, learning about sea life and the birds. Hotels and houses alike shared the coastline (the houses on stilts) but nothing felt intrusive, nothing felt overwhelming. When I was in high school, we lived in a town right on the beach (if you stood at the end of my driveway and looked left, you could see the ocean). But even that town felt intrusive. Like things didn’t belong. People didn’t belong. The town belonged to the tourists. But on Tybee, you really had a sense that people belonged, and tourists just visted. The streets were clean, people said “hello” as they passed you.

We walked the beach a little bit (Dad stayed on the pier as he wasn’t feeling well from the heat again, and he was in an aggrevated mood since I paid to park when he told me not to). I collected some seashells, some sand and I intend to put them out in some kind of fashion for my apartment. Then we headed towards the lighthouse (above). It was 183 (or 138 can’t remember), steps up to the top. It was a fortune to go in and climb them, so we decided against it, but ate at this fabulous little “sea shack” right next to some Fort. One of the best meals we ate while we were there.

Once back at the River District, we decided to head a few blocks over and take a ride through the Historic District. We drove around a couple of the parks that they have, where all of these stately homes all face the square. But, it was pointless because the homes are all occupied and those who aren’t are museums that cost an arm and a leg to walk through, so we just headed back down to River Street and shopped some more. Dad called 311 to check to see if you have to pay to park and, guess who was right? Me. So, he bit his tongue as I shoved some money into the meter and Mom and I went shopping some more.

We ate at some wing place (the food was alright, and I could care less if I saw another French Fry ever again). Then, right across the square we found the Gelato place I had wanted to try the night before. We get in there and there are only like six flavors. They had stopped making the cheesecake flavor, the bananas foster, the banana pudding, the white chocolate (basically all the flavors I would have tried). I settled for Blackberry…but it wasn’t Gelato at all. It tasted more like really icy ice cream (like the kind you have had in your freezer for a couple of months that you need an ice pic to get through?). Wasn’t bad, wasn’t good and wasn’t what I expected.

We settled in for the night and headed home yesterday morning. We stopped in St. Augustine, where I purchased the cutest thing. It’s odd and end photos which each picture has a letter in it. But you have to really look at the picture to see what the letter is. Some are obvious as a letter written in sand, the others are like two Macaws beaking (it forms an ‘A’), or a cross in a cemetary (it’s a ‘T’) etc. I didn’t care much for the letter concept, and just grabbed two different shots of the Macaws and the letter J and I will spread them out on my apartment wall. If no one looks and I don’t tell anyone, they won’t know.

Mom and I went into the oldest Church and had some really awesome Gelato from Whetstone (to make up for me not enjoying the one from the day before). I also found these magnets of individual states. You are supposed to take one magnet from each state you’ve been to and put them on your refrigerator or freezer. Since my goal is to visit all 50 states someday, this will be something that I can collect over the years. So far I have Maine, New Hampshire, New York, New Jersey, Delaware, Maryland, Pennsylvania, Michigan, Virginia, North Carolina, South Carolina, Georgia, Florida, California and Hawaii. Not bad, not bad.

Okay, this post is long enough, but I will more than likely post more tomorrow.

Vacay, school and work…

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I have always been entranced by the beauty of the historic, the rustic and the country. It’s hard in this area to see anything but modern with sleek lines, grime and polution. It makes me ill sometimes to be driving behind someone and just watch them carelessly toss out a coke can or McDonald’s bag out of their window. I mean, seriously, what is so wrong about holding your trash in your car until you get to home, or to somewhere where you can (and should) throw it away? Whatever might have been beautiful slowly turns to junk.

It is no well kept secret that I hate Florida. I hate the tourism, the sky high prices, the way you can go into any clothing store and find something with your town printed on a souvenir. If I had my choice, I would live far away from here. As a kid, I was shocked that people actually lived here. I’ll be honest, the first time we ever visited Florida I really expected it to be one long road down the middle of the state (heh, I was seven. Give me some kind of break here). Needless to say some 15 (!!) years later, it is still just one big tourism suck as it was back then. Only now, I have to deal with all the people that think when you visit Florida the sun must shine out of your ass.

But! This week, before I start my new job, I will be going to visit Georgia with my Folks. When I was writing my novel (which I have slowly had no inspiration for), I had just picked a place out of my butt to set the story in. I picked Savannah. I had never been there, but always loved it. I pictured it as a sort of St. Augustine. So, when I casually mentioned to my Mother I wanted to visit there to get some ideas for my novel, she jumped on the bandwagon and said that she and my Dad would like to go. They are eagerly looking forward to it as much as I am. I casually mentioned to A2 that I was going, and his response to me was “make sure you visit the historic district,” and “I’m just warning you, you will fall in love with it and never want to come back.” Honestly? I know I am going to fall in love with it. I have fallen in love with every place outside of Florida that I have ever visited.

I am hoping to pick up a few country, shabby chic decor-ish things while I am up there. I found a couple places online from their Historic District that has a few odd and end things that I think will really look awesome in my new place. Which, I am counting down until I can actually move. The family would like for me to look at buying a home instead of renting. It’s really too bad this whole area is based on cookie cutter neighborhoods. It’s really hard to find a neighborhood that isn’t in its own little community (including an HOA). But, if it means that I can pick the place I want to move to, I’m all for it. Though, my ideas of where I want to live and where my family thinks I should live are totally on opposite sides of the spectrum. If I can be at all honest, I would love to put a couple miles between them and me. Not that I don’t love them to bits. But sometimes I feel like the little animals from Tiny Toons being loved so much by Elmira. We all know how they ended up.

Class starts next week, of which I am hoping will go fantastic. First semester I will ever have an online class. I was hoping that I would be able to go and veg out at the public library to do the class a couple nights a week – but the public libraries around here are not open past 6 and are only open I think two or three days a week now. Such a shame. So, I will probably go and sit at the park or something while I am doing my class.

Also happening next week, my new job starts. I am so looking forward to this!! (isn’t that sad?)

I will be posting pictures from Savannah later on in the week or next weekend.

You don’t say

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There’s a Green Tree Frog hanging out by our front door. He (or she) has been there since this past Thursday chirping in the morning with a sound that sounds an awful like Deo’s “Birdy, birdy, birdy” bit he does. He sounded so much like Deo, that I went in and told Deo to be quiet, before I realized that he had his head tucked under his wing, sleeping. I thought something was wrong with it, I mean it’s been so ungodly hot during the day…and our front door has sun shining on it 95% of the day. I went out and spritzed him (or her) with some water, and it really seemed to perk up. This morning he was a little dirty, so I assumed he had gone down to eat this morning and came back up. Little thing has it made, hanging out in the shade, getting misted when it’s hot out. We’ve started calling it Kermit, ha!

So, in other exciting, oh-em-gee-news, I got the job. I am so entirely thrilled that I’ve had a hard time sleeping because I’m still grinning from ear to ear. I am going to love my new place of employment. Not only is the job title something I’ve done and loved in the past, but the job is closer to me, and a bigger company. When I had interviewed I felt so at home that I couldn’t wait to dig in to work. I hadn’t realized it until I was back into the setting, but wow.

One of the major perks to this new job is a higher salary. Holy ba-jezuz – this will be the job that puts the icing on the cake of my moving out. I will finally be able to fully afford to support myself with having an apartment, a car payment, insurance etc. I was very concerned with what I would have to cut out in order to live on my own. As it turns out, I’ll be able to do just fine…still won’t be able to have the high end perks like shopping at Publix or having a DVR (..well..maybe I will get the DVR, I just don’t need the home phone…every cable company seems to have home phone bundled as a package).Yes, I just refered to shopping at Publix as a perk. Sweetbay is kind of a perk as well. I’ll probably still shop at Wally World (…although I wouldn’t buy meat there if they paid me to).

I can’t even begin to tell you how some of the weight that I’ve been carrying around like Atlas has somehow gotten a little lighter. It’s so nice to finally be able to say when I move out and not I should be able to move out by the end of summer. Now I know I’ll be able to do it. I’ve been shopping online (well, adding things to wishlists) so that as the weeks pass and I have more and more in my checking account, I can start buying the stuff and setting it aside. I am really trying to find some shabby chic stuff – the family keeps buying me rooster things and I can safely say that my kitchen will be fully decked out in all things rooster. I’ve got rooster placemats, burner covers, decorative vinegar and oil trays, hand towels, salt and pepper shakers, hot plates, and yes, even potholders and dish towels. I have a decorative rooster throw blanket that is super comfy. I need to break away from the roosters, if not just for my sanity, but for all of those who enter. I really do have a ton of rooster stuff…not even just for the kitchen. But I have book ends shaped like roosters, candle holders, roosters in my curio cabinet. Goodness, I’m really all roostered out (but then again, I did see the most uber cute rooster wine bottle holder that I almost bought…)

Anyone have any ideas for shabby chic that I can look into? I have my eye out for distressed pieces of furniture. I’m looking for mission style, or those with antiquing (read: distressed). I want playful, yet elegant, yet cozy, yet grown-up, yet welcoming. I don’t know how I’m going to accomplish that.

So it continues

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So, I was going to post a video blog today of a meme that I had seen on someone elses blog, I don’t recall which blog, but it was about a week or so ago. I still intend to do that, but probably will tomorrow. I realized as I was taping (is that even the right word?) it that I could really see my roots and I wasn’t about to put that on the interwebs. So, here I sit with hair dye on my hair, dying it back to (or as close to) my natural color, so I don’t have to keep buying the permanent dye and I can just get the root touch ups to get those pesky grays when I see them. This is the only part I think I hate taking after my Grandmother for. She went gray very early in life, and I’m following closely in her footsteps.

Besides, it will look good when I go on my job interview on Friday. I have a really good feeling about this job interview, and I think that once I get this job a lot of my stress will be reduced. It’s not that I don’t like the job I have now, because I do. I like at least one of the people I work with, but it’s just so boring and my boss keeps leasing me out to other offices because they aren’t doing enough business where I am. Wow, re-reading this it makes me sound like he’s a pimp. I work in the medical field, sort of an office manager slash biller slash project managment. It really depends on what he has me working on. I’ve worked with people/patients for eleven years now, and it’s killing me that I don’t have more of an impact. I really did enjoy working with the public.

I bought two CD’s today, something I haven’t done in 8 years. Most of my stuff has been purchased online at iTunes, or through one of the other sites throughout the years (and yes, Purchased. I don’t like doing free downloads, I don’t think it’s right). I decided to buy Thompson Square and also Avril’s new one. Thompson Square had a pretty decent album, I see myself listening to it after a stressful day at work. Avril’s new one did not disappoint. Though what did disappoint me, was that even in Target I wound up buying a censored disc. I used to not buy at Wal-Mart because they censored everything. I did not expect that from Target, but I did. Avrils second track, titled What the Hell features some very questionable lyrics “…you say that I am messing with your head, boy, I like messing in your bed, I am messing with your head when I’m messing with you in bed…” The radio edit cuts out “in bed” and that’s just what the track did with the actual CD. It really irritates me that I can’t buy full edits as an adult. I don’t like having my music being censored without my knowledge or consent. Oh well, the rest of the disc is awesome!

I found that Target had a good buy on their five piece table set, I would have bought it and stored it in the garage, but one it was too heavy for me to lift, I couldn’t quite ask my Father to do it (he just had stents put in yesterday) (he’s doing well), and I don’t have my storage unit yet. So I picked up a cute Rooster potholder and dish towel set. I have a feeling that I’m going to have a lot more country decor than what I originally wanted, so I’m going to have to lay off the Roosters and gingham decor.

ETA: UGH! Medium Chestnut BROWN turned my hair a dark shade of BLONDE. I was trying to darken my hair back to my root color and instead? I get blondish. Nice. WTG boxed dye for lying to me.

What a couple of weeks…

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Two Thursdays ago, I drove to work in that (I was at a stop light to turn, I didn’t take that picture while driving, ha!) The streets were so flooded, and there were actually people driving with their headlights off. Crazy, I know. Then, there are the drivers who turn on their emergency flashers and drive 15 miles an hour in the fast lane. How Flori-duh. Even better, are the people who try to park in 4 feet of water on a lawn.

The driver of that vehicle was okay, they climbed out of their drivers-side window and it was towed shortly thereafter. Crazy, no? But the storm system that moved in caused a couple of small tornados to pop up, 70mph winds and hail. It lasted most of the day.

I went out on a second date with B2, had a few brief internal arguments. I can see myself maybe getting more attached to him in the future and I’m debating with myself to just go with it, or stop it before it happens. I can see how this relationship (if it progresses to that point) is going to be much more difficult for me than any of the others. I can feel myself starting to talk more openly to him, and every time I start to say something that could potentially see a little more into me, I back off. Only problem with this is, if I don’t, he’ll never fully know me. I’m working on it though, so we’ll see how well I do with this. Definitely a learning experience. He’s actually much different than the exes.

My mother made my sisters birthday dinner last night…artery clogging potato pancakes. I’m not a fan of them whatsoever, I can only eat one or two of them before I start to feel sick to my stomach. But my mother? She goes all out for birthday dinners…she made ten pounds of them. I’m really not kidding. She used ten pounds of potatoes to grate, mix together and fry these suckers. We kept about five pounds and gave the rest to my sister and her husband. I am a stickler about leftovers and more than likely won’t eat them again. I do not eat reheated macaroni and cheese, fettucine alfredo, pancakes or steak. The texture is different, and they just aren’t as good reheated. I also do not eat anything my mother has reheated for me. Her idea of microwaving food is to nuke it until it is piping hot, even though the texture becomes rubbery, tasteless and disgusting. She nags at me saying I undercook everything, I nag her and say she overcooks everything. It’s a no win for either of us and we should just give up.

I watched the Rays play again last night, though I did fall asleep in the 7th inning. My allergies were killing me, and it was 89 degrees (not kidding) in the house and I wound up taking an allergy pill, which never fails to knock me out. I was not impressed by the Rays, but B2 was text teaching me about what was going on. He had a good laugh at one of my questions, especially when I said “I’m just having a total girl moment…what is [whatever inane question I asked]?” I’m still hoping to get to go to the game next weekend, though he got a new job and he hasn’t mentioned it again, though we still talk all the time. Mixed signals, or perhaps he feels he already invited me and doesn’t need to mention it again because the plans haven’t changed.

I applied for two new jobs, though I am torn whether or not I should say that on here. I had a phone interview yesterday with one of them, who told me that it guarantees that it will be moved further into the review system and someone will either call me in two weeks to schedule a face to face interview, or I will get a dismissal email telling me that they have gone with another candidate. The other job was from an old co-worker who is the supervisor of a department at another company who had two openings and was eager to tell me about it. He and I had really good chemistry at our old job together, and most of the stuff he learned about Pharmacy was because of me. I sent him my resume yesterday, and am just waiting for the jobs to be posted online today so that I can actually send it through the actual company website, which he recommended. Both places offer benefits, take taxes out when you are paid and are for big companies. Where I’m working at now doesn’t offer those things and I’ll get 1099’d at the end of the year for income tax purposes. Not pleased. I wouldn’t have taken it if I had known it was going to be like that.

I found the dishes I want to buy for my apartment, but they were the only ones left, and it was only for a four place setting, and they were $60. Not completely unreasonable, but the other styles they had were around $30 and I’m not about to spend $60 for a four place setting. I’ll have to find another design that I like, too bad it won’t be the one with Roosters. Sigh.

Ow…Ow…

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…ow.

I swear, Bebe, must think that this is her name (just kidding, but close to not kidding). She love, love, love, loves to pick and preen someone. No matter what it is: arm hair, eyelashes…a freckle. The last one hurts. She’s very gentle with hair, but when she sees a freckle, her whole face lights up and she opens her mouth and digs at the spot, not convinced she can’t get that pesky spot off of you. I have a beauty mark on my shoulder that she discovered last week – she hasn’t forgotten. Every day the first thing she does after getting in her fifty laps after being released from her cage is land on my shoulder, stuff her head down my collar and check to see if the mark is still there. It is. Sure, it still hurts when she pinches it. Yep she’ll stop for a second after I say ow. Key word: second. Oh well, I’ll know if I ever have a new spot I need to be worried about with her here!

Speaking of new spots, my skin has been breaking out like crazy! I can’t figure out what it is that’s making me break out so bad. I feel like a teenager again, though not in the ways I’d like to (no size 5 jeans for me!) It just started since I’ve started counting calories and I can’t figure out for the life of me what’s causing it. I eat more fruits, more vegetables, more legumes. I stopped eating the crappy stuff so that my skin and hair would look better. Maybe it hasn’t gotten the memo yet…It’s really irritating me because I have a date on Saturday and I don’t want to go out looking like I’m 17.

I’ve been talking to a new guy (insert casual eye roll here). His name is B (heh). I’m really looking forward to going out with him on Saturday. He’s the first guy that I’ve talked to on there that has not mentioned “cuddling,” and has actually carried on a conversation that doesn’t include “I miss you” (how can you miss someone you’ve never met?) or “I think we’re perfect for each other,” “I think you’ll like me because [insert inane reason here].” He has a pretty normal looking Facebook page, normal looking family and posts normal things. He seems to be my type, I’m actually hoping this might amount to something. Goodness knows that I’m long past due for a nice guy. Three bad ones in a row that took me for a loop. Well, the last one wasn’t so bad, it was just bad timing, a whole lotta nerves and mixed signals I think.

Either way, I’m hoping this amounts to something.

The same way I’m hoping that one of the 82 (okay, slight exaggeration) resumes I’ve put in will bring me a new job. I quit my old one in February, when I went to go see D (he was the third guy I mentioned in my little count up there). Old job messed around with my schedule one too many times, and I was tired of certain other factors (which shall remain nameless) so I found a new job and I quit the old. Now this new job, it doesn’t have health insurance, and they pay me “when [they] can,” and I’m not digging it. I mean, it’s not like I can say “Oh, hey, Nissan? Yeah, um, my job couldn’t afford to pay me this month, can I skip out on my car payment? Oh? What’s that? You’ll send repo out? Okay, 12 sounds good.” It’s not that I don’t like what I’m doing, because I do, it’s just that I don’t want it to be September and me still holding my hands up, empty, because I still can’t get my own place.

By the way, the bathroom set I found at Wally World? Even cuter in person. So was the set of cookware that I found. And what’s up with all the square dishes out there? I’m not digging those. Cute designs, would have loved them on a round plate <- which thanks to my diet is full of good food and has lead to a lighter number on my scale.